up at this hour, again.
insomnia is like the stinging of the heartless mind.

ignorance is bliss
but i can't help but notice more than anybody
and that's why it hurts.

why people can't see things the way i do.
why i can't see things the way others do.

foolishness. none to begin with.
why does the outside matter so much?

whhyy?

i want to twinkle too...

i really do.

where did i go?

where'd the shine go?
where'd the motivation go?
where'd the fun go?
where'd the smiles go?

where did my life go...?

heartless.

god i hate being emo, but i'm too good at it >:P

2ne1~~
wowee... a week left before i leave and go back home~
i'm so thankful that chem was so much easier this time :)
and i'm sorta excited for our 2 day family vacation xD
i couldn't have asked for a more peaceful summer,
i sort of wished it was more social though
but i guess being a bum and watching coffee prince wasn't too bad.
aieeee what a cuuuute couple! ^^

music to DL:
1. proud - tvxq
2. i don't care - 2ne1
3. mat kearney songs
4. gavin degraw songs
5. 니가밉다 - 2pm
6. heaven - big bang
7. a little too not over you - david archuleta
8. knock you down - keri hilson ft. ne-yo && kanye
9. lord of lords - hillsong united
ermmm i think that's it? for now =)

no audio this time :(

summer school hasn't even started yet, but i already have so much to do!
ohh, btw i'm back in the dsm~
sorta sad, sorta not... meh
- sign lease
- roommate solution?
- salliemae tuition
- summer chem 001 tuition
- rent
- stafford loan
- a job...
- sign up for chem 002 when seat is available
- LAUNDRY

most importantly...
ACE THOSE CHEM CLASSES!

warning: total rant going on here...

my chem professor seriously makes me feel so stupid like no other.
i tried so hard for every exam and yet i can't get higher than a d or f...
each multiple choice question is worth three points...
meaning three percent of my grade.
seriously isn't that too much?
he gives no half credit.
he asks stupid questions that probably are one percent applicable to the topic of chemistry.
that saying about how an exam reflects how much you know about a topic?
yea, that's bullshit.

k i'm done ranting now.
RAWR=/

too bad i didn't update on a happier note

i can't wait to take ochem.

wait okay i'll end on a much much happier note...
I GOT TO SEE AUGUSTANA!
my first concert!
and it wasn't even like... crowded, nor did i have to pay for it.
i was like standing second row woooot~
SWEET && LOW <3(: